This is the first of many entries I hope, I doubt if very many read this, it doesn't matter. I matters that I am posting this for me. I have had a history of misguided nobilities, and causes. All are for the search of being validated as a worthwhile now in my soon to be mid-50's. I realize that now, I can finaly go with my life and start achieving my goals not as a careet so much but as feeling peacful and truly spiritual.
This is my journey, my story. It will be boring, narcisitic, and hopefully amusing. But, maybe helpful to those who are are also trying to get thru this fog of wanting to scream" But what about me!" but have been programed to be polite and just take it and keep quite and be selfless to the point of eating the garbage that is left over from everyone else.
Namaste,Gail